ecliipse

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 22:38:07 GMT

summer's pretty much over, time flys.. so fast. its acutally really scary to think about. i think i want to study philosophy at DAL, i've looked into it.. but you need pretty good grades. i gotta get my shit together, thats for sure. i plan for the future to much.

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 15:52:50 GMT

i love getting dressed up for social workers.. but by the looks of it, it doesnt seem like shes gunna show.
tomorrow should be a goodday, im going to get a tattoo with breah!!

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 02:21:26 GMT

the only time i come on here is when things arnt going so well..
i dont know what to do anymore. i dont have a family.. i dont have anything.

Sat, 23 May 2009 02:58:43 GMT

i really need a new job,. im never walking home again at night time anymore, i walked home from work and stood at the end of my driveway crying because i couldnt walk up it, because there was so many june bugs..!! my whole walk home i was dodging them.
today was a goodday, i skipped school and went to subway for breakfast, then i went for a tan with allyson and leah. then me and leah went to michmac and did some shopping.. well i guess i should say leah did some shopping. she went to the mall with $599 and when she was finished she came out with $100. that girl sure knows how to shop.
i think im becoming to attached to work or something, leah and allyson are my only friends.. they're the only ones i hangout& tell things too.
today at work some older man and the lady of his came in and he gave me a toonie and then he took all the change out of his pocket and put it on the counter; he was like i dont want this. you can have it. so i ended up with about 8bucks.
anyways, tomorrows another day.

Thu, 21 May 2009 23:59:00 GMT

i hate livejournal.. i dont know why i'm on here. well.. i suppose i do. i'm getting bored with facebook. i think i kind of regret getting this laptop, its all i do now. but whatever. school sucks ass, i cant wait for summer. i dont know what im going to do with myself honestly, i feel like im going all down hill.. im losing myself completly. im pretty much alone, but i enjoy being alone. i hate having to deal with "friends" they're no good anyways. truthfully.. ive had one friend, meaghan. thats it. everyone else is just an acquaintance. mostly not needed, but thats fine.

hm, im dying to watch the movie crazy/ beautiful. i tried to download, but lucky me i got the trojan virus. i have wonderful luck.
i need to get my grad dress shopping done, i think im the only one who hasnt gotten thier dress yet. im not even excited for grad one bit. i got a haircut tonight, and i wanted to shave my fucking head.. im going insane with trying to please people, and trying to look my best. everythings such a waist.

www.youtube.com/watch

factory girl, its stunning.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dofdqP8CaU0

.. i think im depressed.

never make someone your main priority when all you are to them is an option.

Sun, 26 Apr 2009 16:17:28 GMT

i finally got my password back.. i really dont know why im on here. but whatever, i guess this is for my personal use.
today is going to be a goodday, im going home. : )
im doing this for my future.. im gunna miss emily& vanessa thats for sure, but im not going anywhere nor proving anything by not living at home. im still a baby.
i fucked up lastnight.. bad.

Sun, 14 Sep 2008 05:23:18 GMT

hey livejournal.
schools lame, i have nobody in my class.. other then ian, and hes a fucker.

livejournal is boring.

sorry.

Sun, 24 Aug 2008 01:11:54 GMT

this was the worst summer ever.

Sat, 02 Aug 2008 04:35:08 GMT

ew, hey livejournal.
i havent posted in awhile because, ive been "grounded" mhm, so.. i want a boi friend.

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 02:45:46 GMT

today was really hot out. the show was also good.. kind of. considering brandon and allison left.. (Y) thats always cool : P
haha, i have a boring life. i road breaghs bike home and my mom was laughing at me. and now my knees hurt because it was to small for me : (

NIGHT.

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 22:18:40 GMT

haha, it was funny. my dogs were at the door, and jaret conway was delivering the flyers and my dog ran out and tanked em'!

anyways, know what i hate, when your the backup friend. when your always there for someone.. but they really dont ever need you..
i hate it.

i had.. well have this best friend.. that i dont care about anymore. they tried to make everything seem like it wasnt about them.. but really.. thats all it was ever about.. it was all about them, they were good at hiding it, and making me feel like the bad one. but, im done. and clearly they are. they dont seem to care.

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 21:47:28 GMT

i slept untill 2:00 this morning.
and i had to do lots of cleaning, i even had to clean under my bed for the real estate agent.
im kind of happy about moving, just because i want to get out of this shitty ass house. but theres no way im moving to beaverbank. that's a stupid idea, why would we ever move there.. theres no bussing. theres no nothing, and i know zero people that are in grade eight that go to lockview. so fuck that idea.

but, well see. hopefully everything works out!
ps. there looking at alot of houses in berryhill : )

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 23:42:00 GMT

went to a lake today, its was good.

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 23:14:18 GMT

im moving..
most likley to beaverbank.................................................

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 16:16:19 GMT

oh yeah, by the way:
grad was good, it all turned out good.
i looked like a piece of shit.. but whatever.
nicoles party was good afterwards too, haha.

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 16:26:25 GMT

hey friends.
yesterday was a good day, shelbe bought me alot of things : )
and i thank her.. only because i have to pay her back. i suck at paying people back, brandon would know that ; )

we went to subway, and i was hoping that my sister was going to make us a sub for free, but.. "she wasnt at her subway" so shelbe had to buy mine for me! and then we went to le mall, and i got this really cute skirt that i will never wear from warehouse one.. but i had to buy it, it was only $5.00 : )

then, we went babysitting and i didnt do anything because for some reason when i got up, my back hurt and i couldnt move. so i got my brother to come over and give me chips! and shelbe had to put the two kids to bed, because i couldnt move ; )

and then we watched Martian Child, it was really good the little that i watched, but i fell asleep, and shelbe watched Little Miss. Sunshine all by herself : D hahahahahahha. and then we went back to shebs and went to sleep and had bagles and crystal light for breakfast!

ps. i dont have a computer for the weekend , because my parents like to leave me home with my nan and take a computer cord while they get high and fuck eachother (Y)

buuuuuut, im going to the show tonight with shebz : )

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 20:13:08 GMT

there was about 8 people in class today, it was fun though. watched movies all day. and we had a sub in french class, mr. aucion, total babe man. like, id tap that upside down and sideways, haha! everyone left at lunch, and i just sat there.. my moms mental and said i cant stay home because i'll just sleep all day.. fuck her.

so much grad confussion going on right now, but no worries! it will all work out : )

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 17:16:12 GMT

good day today, drove to bedford, ate subway, talked to my sister and then bussed home all alone. and i missed like 3 busses, haha.
and tonight, im going to mow the lawn for my dad, cause im cool like that.

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 04:39:12 GMT

im going to bed, its 1:36 and i have to get up at 10:00 to go have a lunch date with my sister. shall be fun!
and then im going to spend my day with shelbe, im going to go to her baseball game.. haha, fun!
the lightning was insane today, it was raining forever, it looked like there was a river on the road.
niiight.

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 01:18:48 GMT

this is an amazing movie, everyone should see it.

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 00:33:47 GMT

iiiiii am babysitting!
wiiith shelbeeeee, but im going home soon.
: ) i suck.